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Friday, January 13, 2006

well, its been so long since i last blogged. really busy with my work, so sorry guys, didnt have time to update about my life. oh well, do i REALLY have to hook up on smth that is addictive?? Sigh, have been trying sooo darn hard to keep my damn mind off it... but, noooo!! well, perhaps to immune myself. Its really really hard. Everything has been torn apart. Everyone have been asking hows life for me?? "haha. I'm fine."... heck NO!! i'm not fine AT ALL!! Everything's so wrong.. Sigh, i just have to look as if that i'm happy. i'm so tired.. whatever my life just sucks big time! ...so be it.. sigh, i've been trying so hard treating as if nth has happened in my life. I cant help but drop a tear thinking what exactly have i went wrong? well, so be it, let my darn life be like this... hahaha. I have a great life man! i'm loving it! :)

Its really hard for me to take that very wrong step. very very wrong one.. hahaha. anyway, who cares? so be it lor. doesnt matter anyway. Maybe I should really close the chapter of yuhui's life and open a new chapter of the new yuhui's life.... should i.. or shouldnt i.... Mmmm.


posted by chapter at 10:09 PM :: comment link here

About Me

Name: Yu Hui
Birthday: 24th December 1986
Am addicted to white mask and CK Be
I am what i am. Reality aint my cup of tea
Mushrooms anyone?
No doubt i love my loves
I'mma stuborn freak, i won't deny that

I've learnt the hard way

I'd rather walk away

If a picture paints a thousand words, then shut up and paint!

Smile is one of the most mesmerizing part of thy soul. It captivates one's beauty.

The eyes are the window of your soul too. It speak volumes. It says, i'm hungry.



Some things are better left unsaid...


I'll not make e same mistakes that you did
I'll not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I'll not break e way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned e hard way, to never let it get tt far
Because of you
I never stray too far from e sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on e safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long b4 you point it out
I cannot cry, bcus I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with.. Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everythin it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nth could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hangin on
Here I am, once agn
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see e tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everythin, opened up n let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all tts left of me is what I pretend to b
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on.. I'm so afraid tt you're saying it's over
It's e last thing tt I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Pls don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cuz I would gv e whole world, for you
Anythin you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say tt you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just sayin e words
If you've got smth to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it b heard
I'm so afraid tt you're sayin it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
If your hearts not in it, for real
Pls dont try to fake what you don't feel
If e loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I wld gv e whole world, for you
Anythin you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it..


_Shout Out ta me_


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